my heart hurts

Danalana wrote: Sometimes it seems so abstract to me...the miscarriage, that is. I mean, I have wanted to be a mother since I was a little girl, so surely I didn't finally get pregnant and then have it ripped away. Right?!?
And then other times...like now...I feel like I was punched in the gut. I WAS PREGNANT!!! What did I do wrong? I have a baby in heaven...I know that's a wonderful place to be, but he/she is a part of me and richard I just feel so sad. And so empty.

A&A'smommy replied: I'm sorry sweetie!!

Twelve Volt Man replied: Having lost children, too, I understand how bad the hurt can be. Unfortunately, no one can explain the "why." I hope you get what you deserve, and so badly want, soon, and you can begin to recover from this tragedy.

amymom replied:

Mommy2BAK replied:

3xsthefun replied: I'm so sorry.

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mummy2girls replied: (((HUGS))) I am so sorry hun! thinsg like this really kick you to teh ground. Be strong, get back up and keep trying! Have you heard about those tests results?

Danalana replied: No....hopefully, I will hear something this week.

Danalana replied: Hey, look!
TWO FOR ME!!!

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Jamison'smama replied: I am so very sorry

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~Roo'sMama~ replied: I'm so, so sorry this is happening to you again Dana. We're all here for you.

Mommy2Isabella replied: Sorry this happend to you again Dana . You are in my thoughts!

Danalana replied: I just keep hoping I'll die.

Mommy2Isabella replied: Don't do that sweetie. If you need someone I am here.

luvbug00 replied:

dont say that what would richard do without you? You just need to find a way to press on and hold onto that hope even when it seems so out of reach

Danalana replied:

Mommy2BAK replied: Dana, I know this must be terribly hard for you, but please don't say things like that. Have you ever considered adoption? Or asking someone to be a seroggant? (sp?)

Danalana replied: I'm so tired of being happy for everybody else...I wonder if it will ever be me.