hey everyone, I'm home

sunshine girls wrote: Well, they let me come home yesterday They said they probably wouldn't but Thursday afternoon I basically begged the doctor to let me leave when he came by. He told me I could go because he knew I'd whine all night if I couldn't leave He was just joking, but he said that I was healing better than expected so I could leave, but I have to go back today and get checked out just to make sure all is good.
I'm seeing a counsellor reguarly and she's really nice, I saw her twice in the hospital but the first time I was yelling at her so when I would finally cooperate she said we'd start over, like we'd never had our first meeting. I was still embarrassed cause I was such a b#@*!

James and the girls were very happy I got to come home sooner than expected, although I did wake to find my mom lurking beside my bed at 2am She's going to stay and help me out, she already cleaned my house and started planning for Gwen's birthday (October 3rd, it's so soon...mixed emotions about it)
We're just going to do something small, Gwen wants confetti to be thrown at her I have to go shopping and get her presents, she wants an ipod "just like dadda's" (pfft, noooo way)

and lastly I wanted to thank you all for the lovely messages thank you all so much for them, and for being nice to James...did you notice he was super shy???

amymom replied: WELCOME HOME

Take care, one day at a time.

Hugs and Happy (early) Birthday to Gwen!

ammommy replied: Bonnie, I'm glad you are home and are seeing a counselor. It will be a long, slow road but remember that you will recover. to you and your family. Have a wonderful b-day party for Gwen. I may have to steal the confetti idea

jdkjd replied: Welcome home and take care of yourself. Thank you for trusting us enough to talk to us. Remember we're here whenever you need to talk.

amynicole21 replied: I'm so glad you're home.

Jamielou replied: WELCOME HOME

luvbug00 replied: WELCOME HOME!!

Have fun with Gwens birthday! we missed you!!

jcc64 replied: Welcome home Bonnie! Glad to have you back!

CCTandME replied: Hugs to you and your family.
Happy Birthday to Gwen!! Have fun w/ the confetti!

~Roo'sMama~ replied: Welcome home!

TANNER'S MOM replied: Oh Bonnie I am so glad to see you back..
I just want to squeal with delight at seeing you here..

I didn't notice he was shy.. but what I did notice was LOVE girl.. everything he typed or said about you.. I could feel the love from him in that..

I hope you both stay here forever..

Kiss your girls and give your DH a little peck on the check for me.. because I want your whole family to be a big part of my internet family!

Mel

5littleladies replied: Welcome home!! Take care of yourself!

coasterqueen replied: Welcome home! I'm so glad to see you here.

mysweetpeasWil&Wes replied: Welcome home Bonnie! Glad to see you back!

sunshine girls replied: Thank you everyone...James just told me to go eat my breakfast and he's going to join up here because he thinks your all super nice...

my mom made me bacon and eggs and pancakes, I should go before Gwen steals my pancakes (shes a pancake freak)

moped replied: So glad you are home and sounding great!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

James replied: I'm glad your home to Bonnie

And I'm not shy (maybe a little)

DansMom replied: Welcome back and welcome home!

Sarah&Mackenzie replied: Welcome Back Bonnie!! Glad to hear you are doing better and your husband is a really great guy!! I can tell he really loves you a lot!!!

3'smom replied: Glad you are home.

dolfinrse replied: Welcome Home! Glad to see you back!

lesliesmom replied: Bonnie, I'm glad to see your back. One day at a time and remember, we're all here for you. Best of luck. Hugs, kisses, thoughs and prayers for you and your whole family.

MyBrownEyedBoy replied: Welcome home,Bonnie. Just remember, baby steps. And how about those little streamer things, might be less hassle to pick up than confetti and just as much fun for Gwen.

moxee24 replied: Welcome Home Bonnie! Glad you are doing better. You and your family are in my prayers
Tell Gwen Take lots of Pics so we can see!

Nathansmom replied: Welcome Home!

Maddie&EthansMom replied: Welcome home, Bonnie!! I'm glad you are doing better. You sound so much better. I will continue praying for you and your family.

Glad you joined the family, James!

gr33n3y3z replied: Bonnie Its so great to see you here (( Hugs ))
I missed you
Welcome back

paradisemommy replied: what a great surprise to see you back!! welcome home, bonnie - we sure missed you and thought of you the whole while you were away..

3_call_me_mama replied: WELCOME HOME:) Glad to see you are feelign better:)

3xsthefun replied: Welcome home!

punkeemunkee'smom replied: Welcome Home Bonnie! SOOOO GLAD you are back! You are in our prayers and thoughts~you have a husband who loves you dearly and lots of friends here that do too! Happy early birthday to Gwen! Anytime you need to talk feel free to email or pm me-I don't know how you are feeling but I am happy to listen! God continue to hold you up during this time~ to you and your wonderful family!

jenn3 replied: Welcome Home!

mammag replied: Glad you got to go home. My continued prayers for you and your family. We are here whenever you need an ear!

CantWait replied: WELCOME HOME......glad you're back

Emeraldsmom replied: Welcome home! I am glad you are doing better.

ions_momma replied: I am soo glad to hear that you are home!!

A&A'smommy replied: WELCOME BACK!!!

girl you scared us but I'm SOOO glad your back and it was nice to meet your dh I hope he stays around too!!

huggybugboy replied: Bonnie, we're so happy you are back! Hugs to the whole family.
We won't stop praying for you!
Love ya.

sunshine girls replied: Thanks everyone...
I updated my signature with new pics of the girls, the other ones were way old, and they both have gotton haircuts so they look different.

punkeemunkee'smom replied: They are BEAUTIFUL! I love the black and white photos!

gr33n3y3z replied: Your girls are so pretty

sunshine girls replied: Thank you...
I didn't realise how old the other pics were, Elle and Gwen got their hair cut just before Navi was born and we took the pic's around then too...

kayla's mama replied: I haven't been on in 2 weeks so I'm just a little late. But. Welcome back I just want to let you know that your family are in my thoughts and prayers. Hope you have some fun at Gwens Birthday party.

sunshine girls replied: Thank you

SOUTHERN MOMMY replied: Welcome back!! I am glad you are doing better. OH and James welcome to the family

MyBrownEyedBoy replied: About the birthday party, are you going to throw confetti? That is such a funny birthday wish.

sunshine girls replied: Gwen's pretty set on the idea, so I think we'll have to. She's obsessed with confetti, James told me she was watching our wedding video when I was in hospital so I think that's where she got it from.
She's been telling me 50 times a day that theres going to be confetti at her birthday party. Her friend Jorja is coming for a sleep over and Gwen told her that there is going to be confetti, so I guess I can't say no.
She thinks she'll be able to drive when she's 3 too...she's going to be disapointed come monday, but the confetti should compensate.

Thank God for vacuum cleaners.

MyBrownEyedBoy replied: Driving at 3? Oh no! That is such a funny birthday wish. As you said, thank goodness for vacuum cleaners.

kimberley replied: welcome back!

hope Gwen has a fun, confetti-filled birthday!