WOW! All i can say is WOW!

mummy2girls wrote: Im still in awe guys! Being that this month is Jordans 5th birthday I just had to go visit his grave. I usually go on his brithday but i wanted to go now...and of course ill go again on his b-day also!

Anyways.....I was approaching Jordans Gravesite(its a flat stone) and i was a few meters away when i saw some kind of animal sitting on his gravesite! I slowly looked closer and crept closer and i realized it was a baby fox. Now to me i didnt think foxes lived in my area... And as i got closer this fox just sat there. Then he turned around and took off. But he would stop every few feet and would look back at me. Iwalked up to Jordans gravesite and i ended up really bawling. Maby this was Jordans way of telling me that he is ok...

The rattle that i left from jenna 1 year ago is still there on his grave. I keep seeing it and hopeing next time i go there it will still be there and sure enough it is. Its really dirty from the snow and such but its there!

I felt warmth and love all inside me after that experience! Made me let go of alot of hurt i have been feeling the last few weeks! I wish i had my camera with me because that would of been a picture to remember and cherish!

ediep replied: wow!! I believe that was a sign from Jordan. I am so glad that it gave you some peace

MomToJade&Jordan replied: That is a wow moment. I would say that Jordan was trying to let you know that he's doing all right.

CantWait replied: That's pretty amazing. I bet it was a sign from him

A&A'smommy replied: awww amazing! I bet it is Jordan telling mommy that he is okay

coasterqueen replied: Wow, that is amazing! It definately was a sign from your little angel.

paradisemommy replied: *BIG SIGH*..that's sooo special! I think it was a definite sign!!

ctymom replied: That's definately a sign in my book. My Jason sends us Ladybugs. He used to try and save ladybugs from our house by taking them to the backdoor and letting them go. Well, I opened the door and all these ladybugs were laying on the porch. Jason was so little that he accidently squeezed them.

So now, when ever something is happening that's special... a ladybug appears. It doesnt matter where we are.

Another story... shortly after his passing, our other 2 small children needed something to do... to take their mind off of everything that had happened. So we went to an amusement park. Our sons went on the merry-go-round. And what happened? A little boy that favored Jason sat on the horse next to our boys. As if that wasnt enough... he had the same outfit that we put on Jason for his funeral. All our kids could do was yell "Look" and point at the boy. The ride couldnt stop fast enough... I was fighting back tears. It was VERY hard to deal with at the time. But looking back... it was Jason's way of letting us know that he was there with us.

Hold what happened in your heart. He was saying hi to you and letting you know he's ok and with you. We had a bunch of birds fly around our sons grave as we approached it.

Pamela

MommyToAshley replied: Oh my, how special! Definitely a sign. Maybe Jordan knows how you have been struggling lately and wanted to let you know he's here an it's ok.

kit_kats_mom replied: I think it was a sign for sure. I totally believe that signs like that are given to us when we need them. I know that I was really devastated when my Grandfather passed away. During the funeral, everyone in the family got up to share a memory of him. It was my turn and I just couldn't get through it. As I stood there, bawling like a baby, a huge gust of wind blew a bunch of beautifully colored fall leaves off of a tree and into the river. It was other wise a still, windless day and my grandfather loved kyaking down that river. I just knew that it was my Grandpa telling me to be strong, he was ok and that I could share my wonderful memory of him.

Littlejojames replied: That is amazing! Its something like that which makes me think that maybe its the babies way of letting us all know that they are ok and in a safe place. Its very touching

kimberley replied: i agree! that was a sign from Jordan! i am glad it brought you some peace.

loveydad replied: Wow. I have one too.

For years after Matthew died, while we still lived in the same house, I'd find stuff of his around the house. One day I was upset and cleaning and found a pooh bear rattle under the chair. Another time I found a pair of his shorts in the drawer of my desk. I know it was just stuff he'd been hiding and playing with before he died, but somehow it was calming to see these things around the house : memoirs of him.

When Roxy and Julie were dying, it went from a fairly clear day to a dark, rainy, one. The rain poured forever. After both girls were finally at peace, I went downstairs, and it wasn't raining anymore. That night there was one of the most beautiful (or maybe i was just noticing it more) rainbows I've ever seen. I took that as a sign that they got there okay.

My2Beauties replied: Wow you guys I have never been to this part of the parenting site before, Jenna's Mommy I had no idea you lost a baby before her! I am so sorry to hear all of these stories, I really am! I don't know what it's like to lose a child but I sure feel a huge lump in my throat when I read these stories. Again, your children are in my prayers and God Bless All of you!