Two years ago today - since my miscarriage
~Roo'sMama~ wrote: I am a little bit sad today. Not horrible - Easter was worse. (I found out I was going to m/c on easter sunday 2006). I am able to think about it now without the sharp pain - sometimes I feel a little bit guilty about that. I guess time really does make a difference. Two years ago I wasn't so sure, but it does. I do still get sad when I think about it, and sometimes I cry, but it doesn't feel like the world is ending anymore. I don't ever want to forget though, and I don't think I will. I still wear my mother and child necklace almost every day ~ it's the only thing I have to remind me of my little baby.  
I've been thinking about her today and how old she would be now ~ she wouldn't be much older than Allie is now. I know that I wouldn't have Allie if it weren't for the miscarriage (and that's really confusing to my heart sometimes) and I wouldn't trade Allie for the world. I wish I could have them both, but for now I have peace knowing that my little Faith is up in Heaven and I'll see her again someday.
Don't feel like you need to reply ~ I just needed to ramble a bit.  
TrulyBlessed replied: 
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5littleladies replied: Lots of Sara.
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mckayleesmom replied: Sorry its rough today girly!...I love the name you picked for her...very cute and fitting.
moped replied:
Sam & Abby's Mom replied: I'm so sorry for the loss of your little girl.
I totally know how you feel.
A&A'smommy replied: I'm sorry sweetie!!
~Roo'sMama~ replied: Thanks for the hugs everyone
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mummy2girls replied: Dont feel guilty about what you are feeling. You are now able to cope with the loss and I wont lie there will be times where it will all of a sudden knock you on your butt but you will be able to get yourself up and continue. Its a coping mechanisism you are feeling and your baby is looking down at you. She is your strength for sure!!!!! (((((HUGS))))
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