Tested-it was negative

5littleladies wrote: I must just be late from all the holiday stress or from being sick. I have no idea. Of course as soon as I peed on the stupid stick I started to get mega cramps. If af doesn't show in another couple days I guess I will test again. Otherwise I guess we start over.

A&A'smommy replied: awww crap!!!! I'm sorry hun, maybe its wrong! (((HUGS))))

~Roo'sMama~ replied: aww man! I really thought it was it this time! or maybe it was wrong.

Maddie&EthansMom replied: I'm so sorry Jennifer. I was sure this was it. I know what you are going through. It is so rough, but hang in there. I know it seems like you have been trying for a long time, but it will happen in its time. God has a plan and only He knows when we are ready for that next step. In the meantime, enjoy your 3 beautiful little girls and enjoy this time with your DH. I hope I didn't sound preachy... I'm praying for you.

~Roo'sMama~ replied:
Aimee, you always say exactly what I'm thinking but can't put into words!
Jennifer, I'm praying for you every day.

MomToMany replied: Aimee- you always know the right things to say!

I'm so sorry Jennifer. I wish there was something I could do to take away your pain.

coasterqueen replied: Jennifer, I am so very sorry. I wish I had something to say that could make you feel better. I'm still going to hold out hope that AF doesn't show and that you just tested a bit early. My p&pt's are with you.

5littleladies replied:
Thank you Aimee-That is exactly what I needed to hear. I know I need to trust God's timing, but at times I lose sight of that and want things to happen my own way.

And thank you everyone else for your kind words. It is so wonderful to have my online family to turn to for comfort!

angelhair replied: jennifer, sorry for af!! I know how hard it is to wait. I waited six months after the last m/c and was despairing of it ever happerning. I resolved ither way when I got pereg it would be in Gods time and that God would do what is best for the family that I already have and to trust that God wants the absolute best for me in my situation. it helped a lot. I doug out a postcard that said let go and let God. love dee. I do understand the frusteration though!!!

A&A'smommy replied: How are you feeling today, Jennifer?

5littleladies replied:
I'm actually doing pretty good. No af yet and I took a test this morning that also came up negative but after about 20 minutes there was the faintest line. Now I know you aren't supposed to read the results after the alloted time but with 2 of my 4 pregnancies my first positive didn't show up within the alloted time. Who knows what it means-it could be an evaporation line or it could be a faint positive. I'm really just trying to trust God's timing on this, so if it happens this month then yay and if it doesn't that's ok too.

Thanks for asking.

A&A'smommy replied:
Well if it doesn't then Good luck next month but if it happens this month I'm going to be excited lol!! I hope this is it I'm keeping my fingers crossed for you!

MomToMany replied: *Fingers crossed* for you Jennifer!

coasterqueen replied: I agree with Mollie, keeping my fingers and TOES crossed for you!!!!!

Maddie&EthansMom replied: You guys are sweet to me. I always feel like I say all the wrong things. I am always at a loss for words. I'm glad my words could bring you some comfort, though. We all lose sight of God's plan and want things in our own time. It is hard not to want to take matters into your own hands. I'm so grateful for both of my kids. I had a rough pregnancy with Ethan b/c of the insurance issue, but I knew in my heart and kept reminding myself that God wouldn't have given him to me at that time unless it was the right time. We prayed so long for a sibling for Maddie. And hoped it wouldn't take the 2 years it took to conceive Maddie. It didn't happen in what I considered perfect timing, but I have to trust in God. He knows what He is doing, Jennifer. Hang in there. Love you girl! I hope this is it for you and you are holding a baby in your arms soon! I'm thinking you probably tested too early. I took a test when we were TTC Ethan and when it was negative I threw it in the trash. I looked at it the next day and it was positive (I was a day late I think) I went out and bought another test and it ended up being a BFP! You never know. ~+~+~+~+~+ POSITIVE VIBES~+~+~+~+~+~+

~Roo'sMama~ replied: I'm crossing my fingers and toes for ya too... and praying hard!

favre4fan replied: Anything yet?? I hope u get that BFP!!!

5littleladies replied:
I haven't tested again yet so as far as a BFP-nothing yet. But on the positive side I have seen nothing that makes me think AF is on her way so yay for that! I will probably test again tomorrow or the next day. We'll see what happens.

favre4fan replied: I got my fingers crossed for u it sounds promising!!! I hope this is it for u!!!!

Kirstenmumof3 replied: I hope AF doesn't show and that you get a BFP soon! Keeping my fingers crossed for you!