STRESSED!!!!

cutiepie wrote: Hi. Im new to all this. Ive never done this before. I dont even know if Im posting right? Anyway, Im not ttc but I thing I may have. I dont know. But I went to the doctor 2 weeks ago for and AIDS TEST and Im anxiously awaiting. I dont think I have it--but one never knows. I m stressed over maybe being pg and maybe having AIDS. I could not handle a positive result to both of those. Im so stressed! Thanks to any advice.

amynicole21 replied: Hi there - Welcome to the board I remember feeling the same way waiting for the results to the HIV test... even though I was 99.9999% sure what the outcome would be, there's always that "what if?" feeling in the back of your mind. I'm sure that everything is going to work out fine... how much longer until you get the results?

How late is your period? Have you tried a pregnancy test yet? I hope that we can answer some of your questions and ease your mind.

A&A'smommy replied: I don't have any advice for you I just wanted to let you know that you can vent here. Pregnancy I have to say is wonderful, but what your going through I can amagine is VERY scary!

cutiepie replied: Thank you guys for replying. Im suppose to get my HIV results tomorrow. Im about 3 days late for my period, Im so so so bloated for the past 2 days. I thought of making a deal with GOD. I was praying that if he could just help me out and make my HIV test negative then I would gladly have another baby. I have a 5 year old girl. Everyone who knows me, knows I rather not have another child, but I would if only I could just stop worring about the HIV TEST.

Guest replied: Hi, I know life can seem all to overwhelming sometimes! Just take a deep breath and take each thing as it happens. Easier said than done most times but sometimes it works. Before my DH and I got married we went for HIV tests.. I was just fairly sure it would come out negative but like it was said before there is always that "what if". Thankfully it was negative! I'm hoping yours will be the same and then you can finally relax! Have you taken a HPT yet?

Keep us posted!!

Niki

cutiepie replied: Thanks Nikki. No I havnt taken a hpt yet. I want to wait and deal with one test at a time. You know? I guess I will find out what I need to know tomorrow, then I will probably take one. Im scared of the hpt results too. I coud handle the results of the hpt much better though knowing Im healthy.

amynicole21 replied: The stress of waiting for the test results could really be doing a number on your cycle. It will probably show as soon as you get that negative result back

Maddie&EthansMom replied: I'm sure things are fine. You are in my thoughts. Hang in there.

kimberley replied: i know it is hard, but try not to worry until you know what you are dealing with. it very well could be stress throwing your cycle off. my fingers are crossed for you that the HIV test is negative. keep us posted.

cutiepie replied: Thank you all so much for your encouraging negative results. I hope your all right. If not then Im just going to have to deal with it. All you guys have been a real help. Thank you so so so much! Oh and amynicole21 your probably right, Ive missed my period just from all this stress. Thanks. I can breathe again.

cutiepie replied: Thanks kimberly. For your thoughts also. I will keep you all posted. THANKS AGAIN

cutiepie replied: Hey everyone! I got my HIV test back and its NEGATIVE!!!!!!!!Today is the best day ever!!!!!!

amynicole21 replied: Hooray!!! So happy for you

kimberley replied: that's great news! i am happy for you! so are you gonna do a pg test now?

cutiepie replied: If I get the nerve then I'll do it first thing in the morning. Now I can handle the results of the hpt test. No matter what it is. Im just so thrilled. The hpt test is sitting under my sink in the bathroom. But I'll do it. Nothing could bother me today! THank you ladies for all your encouragement. Hows everyone today?

Littlejojames replied: Have you done your HPT yet?

So gald that you got a neg on your aids test.

Let us know how this test turns out?

Good luck

x

cutiepie replied: NO I still havnt. Im gona wait and see if I get it this month at all. Im so worried today cause my boyfriends ex girlfriend is coming back today to live in the same town as us...again. Shes bringing their son. I had so much drama with her when she lived here. My stomach is in knots! I feel like I can't breath

Littlejojames replied: Oh poor you!

Just remember that your better than her and dont let her stress you out.

If you ever need to vent feel free to do so..............

MommyToAshley replied: I am sorry I missed your original post, but that is wonderful news on the HIV test. Phew, what a relief.

Let us know how the hpt turns out.

Josie83 replied: Hi, sorry that I'm so late replying . . . I'm Josie by the way, welcome to the boards I'm sorry to hear that you've had a rough time of it, but that's really good news on your HIV test! I can't even begin to know what that's like, but i would imagine it chewing you up! Have you taken your pregnancy test yet? Let us know the result as you soon as you know it . .. I look forward to getting to know you a bit better. I hope you get the result that you want xx

cutiepie replied: Hi Josie, Thank you for your reply. Yes Im so releived about the HIV test! Im happy to report that my af showed up. I had a big mixup with my pills and thats what made me think I might be. Anyway Im back on track with my pills again. My boyfriend was disappointed though. He wants us to have a baby. We each have a child with our ex's. I keep saying some day...We'll have a baby. Hes so sweet and treats me very very good. Im lucky. I hope to get to know you better also. Hope to hear from you soon.

A&A'smommy replied: CONGRATULATIONS I'm glad your HIV test came back negative and that you got the results you wanted from the hpt test! that much have been a HUGE sigh of relief, so how are things going with his ex being back so far?

cutiepie replied: Hi Alyssa'smommy, Yes that was a HUGE releif for me. Thanks for replying. Its been really stressful with his ex being back. I know how girls are and I know how muniplitive and psycho she is. He know that pretty well himself. Everyone who knows her knows exactly how she is. It's that bad. I guess I can deal with it cause I love my boyfriend that much. I know he would do the same for me. How are you doing? Is everything going good?

coasterqueen replied: I missed your original post too but congrats on the HIV test coming back negative. Have you taken a pg test yet?

cutiepie replied: Hi boogabearzmom, I got my af so theres was no need for the hpt. I was very thrilled How are things with you and your family?