Not looking forward to tomorrow:(

mummy2girls wrote: I am not sure what im going to do...The radio station in my home town(my fav station) is doing a 3 day radio telethon for the sick kids at the stollery hospital. The same hospital jordan was in when he was sick and where i lost him. I guess i can listen to another station or none at all. or listen to the telethon. Last year they made 1 million for the hospital. Its a great telethon to do. but listening to the stories just breaks my heart. I cry i laugh i do both at the same time. I hear good stories of ones that survived so much and ones that dont make it. I feel like i want to go down to the hospital tomorrow and tell them my story and donate. Im crying just thinking about it. I think because it is so close to those upcoming dates in june and july that im starting to feel the pain again!

MommyToAshley replied: I am sorry this is such a rough time for you. But, if you feel up to it, then I think you should go tell your story. It might help to talk about it, and you will be helping others in the process. (But only if you feel like it will be helpful, don't force yourself.)

Here's some hugs, I'll be thinking of you.

moped replied: I know those telthons well and they are heartbreaking - do not listen to that station tomorrow...............HUGS!!!

But it is a wonderful hospital - my neice had her heart surgery there!!!!

mummy2girls replied:
oh i know it is now a good hospital. but my experience was far from being pleasant...

PascosGirl replied: Well if you feel too sad, it is ok not to listen. I hope you are not too upset tomorrow! I am sending some good vibes your way!

JAYMESMOM replied: If you can't listen, then don't. You have enough to deal with without listening to things that will bring back more memories of what you went thru. Hope your day goes well.

Mommy2BAK replied: do whatever you feel is right!

kimberley replied: i agree with the others, if you feel like watching/donating then go ahead and share your story about Jordan, but if you are not ready then don't. maybe go visit him instead and bring him a balloon or something. we are here if you need to talk

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A&A'smommy replied: I'm sorry its SO hard for you hun!!!! (((((HUGS)))) I think that you should tell your story it might be hard but think about what your doing for the other mommies and daddies ((((((BIG HUGS))))) let us know what you decided to do... and we are here for you!!

mummy2girls replied: i started my car this morning and forgot the telethon had started already. and i just took a deep breath as a family was talking and i actually felt like a warm feeling come over me. like i am not alone in this all. That there are people that are going through it right now. I am going to go down and make a donation for sure in the next few days. im going to do the 15 dollars a month for a year thing. And im going to tell them that it is in honor of jordan. EVen though i had a bad experience with the peds ward i know they have gotten alot better! Adb they renovated the place to look home like for the kids. they even have a in hospital school for the kids that have to stay for long periods. and they now have seprate rooms. before it was a open room with everyone together. this way you get your own seperate quarters. And maby i will be able to tell my story because talking about jordan always helps me feel better!

A&A'smommy replied: awwww Shell I'm glad its better over there now!!! ((((HUGS))))

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gr33n3y3z replied: good Idea

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