NO BABY!!!! I"m so depressed and upset - I started my AF last night.... :(

CAMSMOM1 wrote: Last night I wasn't feeling good. I didn't know what was going on. So I went to the bathroom, and I realized I started my AF. I just started to CRY! My DH walked in, and he say why I was so upset, and he just held me as I cried. I haven't cried like that in a looooooong time.


I was so convinced that I was pregnant. I even called and made an appt. to get a blood test on Thursday.

I have been thinking about this so much lately and getting really excited about it. When I was getting fitted for my bridesmaid dress, I told the tailor to add extra inches in the stomach and breast area, because I was pregnant. I started thinking about how I was going to annouce the BIG NEWS to my family. I was planning out how I was going to take off work in the summer, etc.

I just knew I was pregnant. Like I said, I had all the classic symptoms. I guess I just thought about it so much, that I made my body "think" I was pregnant. Maybe all the stress caused my period to be late? From here on out, I'm going to keep track of my cycle.

I know we weren't trying, and it was a surprise...but after weeks of thinking about it, I had hoped I was going to be a Mommy again.

I feel so stupid. How could I be so wrong??? I was so depressed last night I couldn't even sleep. My DH was upset too, because here I was getting him all excited about being a Daddy.

No, we're not going to TTC. I don't want to go through this every month. If last night was such a dissappointment...then I could'nt imagine feeling like this every month. I'm just going to put this in God's hands, and when he decides we're ready for another child, then it'll happen. I'm not on birth control, so we aren't going to "prevent" either.

At least this made me realize that I do want another child. So when it does happen, I'll be ready. I have a lot of things I ideally want to do before I get pregnant again. So maybe it's God's way of telling me, get ready...

I'm sorry for making such a big production out of this. I just really wanted this.

Ann

ammommy replied: I'm sorry that you're so disappointed. I remember those days. Just know that when it's meant to be it will happen.

~Roo'sMama~ replied: Big hugs Ann! I've been there too. I'm so sorry ~ I've done the same thing where I've been so convinced I was pg and I'd tell myself that I got a negative test because I tested too early. It's such a letdown when Af shows up. I hope you get pg soon even though you're not trying!

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A&A'smommy replied: I'm sorry I understand its hard but at least now you know what you want and you will be a able to start preparing for it!!

Hillbilly Housewife replied: awww..... so sorry!

Sarah&Mackenzie replied:

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fashionmumofboys replied: Big

Insanemomof3 replied:

coasterqueen replied: It's terrible what the mind can do to make our body think somethings going on that isn't.

CosmetologyMommy replied: SOOO Sorry! But I guess everything happens for a reason....

MyLuvBugs replied: I'm so sorry Ann. I know you wanted a new baby so much. But just stay positive. It will happen when your really ready for it. Who knows, in a couple month, you might get PG. Just don't let this get you too down.

luvmykids replied:
If it helps at all, I cry every time AF comes! Different reasons, but still ...And don't feel stupid. I was on that same roller coaster many times! At least you've turned the corner from being so afraid you weren't ready for another to knowing you do! Now next time you won't have all the stress and worry that came at the beginning of this.

I'm so sorry you're disappointed, but you know things happen in the Lords timing regardless of what we do!

PrairieMom replied: I'm so sorry. I know you were getting so excited.

C&K*s Mommie replied:

Very well said!!

jem0622 replied: I just wanted to give you lots of HUGS

I used OPKs with the girls and they were a help. Also, at about day 11 after AF began, we started to BD every other day. I always found this to be successful also.

ions_momma replied: Im sorry that you are so disappointed by this. Just remeber, things happen when God wants them too.

mumtoone replied: im so sorry!! dont worry though one day you will have another bundle of joy to share with the world

MyBrownEyedBoy replied: Ann, I don't want you to think that I haven't been keeping up with this. I have, I just wasn't ready to talk about babies. Sorry, I can be a horrid person sometimes. I am so sorry the ugly aunt reared her head. I will keep you in my prayers that the Lord will give you a baby soon.

Rileysmom replied: Big Hugs to you. I'm sorry it didn't work out the way you wanted it to. Hopefully soon everything will be as it should be.

holley79 replied: Oh sweetie. I am so sorry. Just when you least expect it, it will happen.