Its been a long weekend - what else can go wrong

sparkys2boys wrote: You guys I have been cryiong my eyes out all day and am sooo stressed right now. This is the worst week end of my entire life and I see no end in sight soon. This may get long but I need to talk. As you know Pauls' mom has been sick with cancer and in and out of the hospital. Friday night she was rushed into emergency again for severe pains, while Paul was up there with her, Cameron woke at 10:30 having a major asthma attack, one that was bad enough he was in visible distress and I was close to callin 911 if he gasped once more. So I am alone with the two kids and this happening, Logan was in bed and I am trying to get a mask on Cameron and get Logan up to get to the hospital, all this while Paul is already there with his mom. So you can imagine him when a nurse pulls him into the hall to say that his son is being admitted and is still in breathing distress. We had no sleep at all that night and then last night the phones rings and its the hospital telling Paul to get the hospital they were moving his mom to a private room and that here blood pressure has dangerously dropped, again no sleep last night, this morn hospital calls him in again and things have only gotten worse since then. They told the family to prepare for what is comming and that there is nothing else they can do but keep his mom comfortable. I am home because I am sick and not allowed in the room at all, and because I am terrified to leave Cameron alone for even two seconds right now. I feel like I am letting Paul deal with this all aone and I have been bawling all day. I want to say my good byes to and I can't and I want to be there for him, he is very upset. I am worried over the boys and what I will tell me and on and on. If your still reading this I am so sorry, I just needed to get this all out. I am a mess right now, please pray for Paul's mom and all the family. I am sure that this will continue to get worse and I have no strenght left to deal anymore.

Anthony275 replied: im very sorry.. did you ever get around to telling your kids about her state? she understands why you cant be there, dont beat yourself up over it

luvmykids replied: I know it's painful to watch someone you love hurt so much and feel helpless. Lots of prayers for strength, courage and comfort for all of you

MommyToAshley replied: I'm so sorry. I could just sense your heartache as I was reading your post. I will send my prayers and thoughts for your DH, his Mom, and all of your family. I only wish I could do more.

How is Cameron doing now?

sparkys2boys replied:
Thanks so much, its means alot to me. Cameron is doing better now, is on steroids and the mask every 4 hours but he also gtting the cold I managed to pick up while we were in the hospital over night. Thanks so much for asking about him.

Calimama replied: I'm so sorry hun. Your family is in my prayers. Hug Cameron for us.

A&A'smommy replied: Oh honey I'm So sorry you guys are going through this right now... I'm sending LOTS of Prayers for you guys. I hope Cameron feels better soon!!!

amymom replied: Oh Gosh! That is a lot to deal with right now. Many prayers and hugs coming your way. I am glad Cameron is doing better. Take care of yourself in all this too!

Jamison'smama replied: Sending prayers for your family. I am so sorry you have all of this happening right now.

jcc64 replied: I'm so sorry you and your family are under such stress right now. I hope that your little guy's asthma is under control now- I think with the right treatments, he'll bounce back pretty quickly.
I am very sorry about your m-i-l. I'm sure everyone understands the situation you're in- try not to beat yourself up over it. Big , hon!

kimberley replied: i am sorry to hear this. my prayers to your MIL and strength to you and your husband. i hope ur little one gets better every day. hang in there.

punkeemunkee'smom replied: I am so sorry! I know you want to be there and be a support for your husband right now as well as support your MIL's struggle I hope you recover quickly from your cold and Cameron gets back to normal! Many prayers for your family right now!

BAC'sMom replied: I am so sorry! My thoughts and prayers go out to you and your whole family

bawoodsmall replied: I am sending you all of my strength right now. You need it more than I do at this point. Your hubby and mil know you would like to be there and that you love her. Someone has to take care of Cameron. You are in my prayers.

lovemy2 replied: Many hugs and prayers - try to take care of yourself and many hugs to your DH, his family and to Cameron