I'm scaring myself! - Ya'll are gonna think I'm nutso!!!

Boys r us wrote: I know I'm pregnant and ragin hormones are part of the deal..and for the most part, this pregnancy has been so easy..I've been in great moods...no major pregnancy problems except for a few scares at first with bleeding and then the placenta previa which cleared on it's own...but the last week has been an emotional roller coaster, to say the least!

Today has by far been the worst day so far, I woke up feeling fine, then something snapped and I barely made it to the bathroom b/f completely losing it and just crying nonstop. I just got in the bath and cried for like 2 hours. Why was I crying? I really don't know to be honest...somehow someway, I got in my head that my DH wasn't attracted to me right now and then it was all down hill, then it was everything about him upset me...and you know, in my sane state of mind....I KNOW that couldn't be further from the truth. Nothing has changed to make me feel this way, we still have a very active sex life, we still do things together as a couple...he hasn't done anything wrong but I totally hate him today and I've made no bones about it...I feel so bad..so I know I haven't completely lost my mind b/c I have enough sense to know that I am the one in the wrong...but I can't stop having my little break downs about how "he doesn't love me". I can't take myself anymore today! I mean he's asked me what's wrong and why I haven't talked to him all day and he can tell by my puffy eyes that I've been crying off and on all day...and I say nothing is wrong b/c I can't tell him WHY I'm crying b/c it doesn't even make sense to me!

I don't know what I expect ya'll to say to make it better..I guess I'm just venting! I'm just in MEGA PITY PARTY STATE OF MIND!

luvbug00 replied: I'm sorry your feeling so down. I wish i could be more comforting

mckayleesmom replied: OMG Nicole....I was Sooooooo like that too....I still get like that from time to time and Im not pregnant. I remember telling Leithan one time that I just felt like snapping his neck .

I remember laying in bed after having Mckaylee and her being up crying all night ...I would get back in bed and Leithan would look so peaceful sleeping and I wanted to drop something on him....


Hormomes

gr33n3y3z replied: you will be ok hun its those nasty hormones and it will get better
and thats what you tell Rick if he asks

Mommy2Isabella replied: I so understand where you a coming from. I went thru that through out the pregnancy. I have done it a few times since I have had Isabella as well ... I wish there was something I could say to make it better ... hope you cheer up soon!!!

A&A'smommy replied: OHHHH I HATED that part of being pregnant I totally feel for you honey I couldn't do ANYTHING without crying once I got that far along. I laughed too hard I bawled, I took a shower I bawled everything it was awful and Jeremiah and i OHH that awful!!! Hopefully it wont last too long for you honey!!

luvmykids replied: I'm sorry, those hormones are a PITA! I hope you feel better soon.

Hillbilly Housewife replied: Yikes. I remember feeling that way... it sucks.

~Roo'sMama~ replied: I got really depressed later in my pregnancy with Andrew - I couldn't understand why I was feeling so awful when everything was wonderful. It has to just be those darn hormones. I hope you feel better today.

ediep replied: Nicole!!!

I remember when I was preg with Jason,if somethings would upset me then I wouldn't not be able to stop crying, I mean for hours!!
Those hormones are making you super sensitive.

ashtonsmama replied:


You're not alone. I screamed at Ryan this morning for forgetting to take out the trash.

My2Beauties replied: I think all of us went through that. I remember thinking the exact same thing, I would look at myself in the mirror and think geez how can anyone be attracted to me and I would just start crying. It's ok to cry - just tell Rick the truth, he sounds like a very understanding guy!

MyBabeMaddie replied: I can totally relate, You're not alone! Cheer up