I'm back and thank you so much

coasterqueen wrote: I saw Edie's thread wondering if I was ok and I just wanted to say thank you everyone for thinking of me and your p&pt's. I'm still having trouble dealing with my aunt's suicide but trying to take it one day at a time. I think my dad is still having a really hard time with it as well because he hasn't yet sought out the answers that he and I both desperately need to deal with this properly. I'd seek out my own answers but I feel it's his place to do it so I'll wait. My aunt's death has put things in perspective for me and I'm seeing life in a whole new way. Much different I think than if she had just died of an illness or old age, but nonetheless I guess it's a good thing.

So I'm back, not healed but a bit better. I hope everyone has been well too.

BTW, I took some time to update the girls webpages so if you'd like to take a look:

Kylie's Webpage
Megan's Webpage

Both sites have updated pictures AND I've added some video to both their pages as well.

There's one in particular on Kylie's page that just cracks me up. It's called "Shake your booty". If you watch it please don't think I'm a bad mother. Kylie likes to do her "performances" on our coffee table (I know, bad mom) so I do but I'm right there to watch her so I know she's safe. Anyways, I always tell her to shake her booty when we dance. Dh says that's going to come back and haunt me one day. Oh well, it's cute. Also, I'm singing and my voice sounds awful in that video so IGNORE that.

Thanks again everyone. Glad to be back.

mckayleesmom replied:
Count Mckaylee in on the coffee table too.....she loves to dance on it. I just let her. Sometimes she even starts to strip . The other day me and dh were watching her on the table and she started taking off her clothes...I looked at dh and told him that she isn't allowed out of the house after 10 years old...LOL

coasterqueen replied:


That's hilarious!

My2Beauties replied: I'm glad to see that you are feeling a bit better Karen. I can't wait to go home and watch those videos, can't watch them while I'm at work Everything will get better with time and if you need us we're here for you!

Sarah&Mackenzie replied: Glad your feeling better and to see you back. Can't wait to check out the girls' websites!!!

moped replied: Glad you are back - I really hope you fnd the answers you are looking for!

And, I love the websites - too cool!

mammag replied: So glad you are back.

Their websites are so cute! Kylie was so funny with the Pooh! And little Megan sure does a great job in her exersaucer! They are so beautiful Karen!

coasterqueen replied:
Thanks. I think videos at Megan's age are pretty boring but I didn't take many of Kylie at all so I'm making it a point to try to take some of Megan..even if they aren't *big screen* material.

amynicole21 replied: It sounds like you are doing a lot better - I'm so glad! I'll look at the kids pics when I get home, but I already know I'm gonna love the "shake your booty" video

redchief replied: Karen, you still have our prayers and PTs. Hope you, your dad and your family come to terms with your loss and your unanswered questions.

3xsthefun replied: Karen, I wasn't around much last week. I seen your post about your aunt but didn't get much chance to reply. I just wanted say I am so sorry, and glad you seen be doing little better.

gr33n3y3z replied: Welcome back Karen
Hugs to you and your family

Insanemomof3 replied: Glad you are back!

The girls are gorgeous! They are getting so big.

Maddie&EthansMom replied: I'm SO glad you are back!!!! I was about to come to IL to hunt you down. I was so worried about you. Your last message just had me sick with worry. I'm glad you are feeling some better. I hope you guys get answers soon.

Off to look at the pics of the girls now.

Boys r us replied: I'm glad you're feeling a little better!
We've missed having you around!

aspenblue1 replied: Glad you are back! Just wanted to send some hugs.

kayla's mama replied: Glad your back, I was getting worried about you. You and your family are still in my thoughts and prayers Off to see the girls website!!!!!

3_call_me_mama replied: So glad to see you back. Time is all that can heal you. love the websites of the girls:) they are adorable and love kylie's dancing. (Cameron dances on the coffee table too.. if your a bad mom.. count me in too:) )

~Roo'sMama~ replied: I'm glad you're back and feeling a bit better!

JessC replied: Glad to see you back! your daughters webpages are so cute!!!
They are getting so big!!!

A&A'smommy replied: welcome back sweetheart, I missed you a lot!! I'm glad you are feeling a little better and I hope that you get the answers that you need!! (((((HUGS))))

Your girls are SOOO beautiful, and you look AMAZING!!! you belly looks flat I'm so jealous!!

coasterqueen replied:
You'd be amazed at what you can do when you suck it in all the time! That's my secret. Don't tell anyone.

Honestly it's NOT flat by any means and that's totally honest. I just wear clothes that MAKE me look flatter....including underwear that does.

A&A'smommy replied:
LOL me too!!

But you really do look great!!