I just had an urge:( - *warning ...really hard to listen to*

mummy2girls wrote: to post a pic in honor of Jordan. The radiothon for the stollery( hospital Jordan was in) started today and its been lets say an emotional morning hearing all those stories of sick kids. Miracle ones and the ones lost... So this is Jordan! My all time fav pic. I think he looks like an angel in this one. He never ever opened his eyes and this pic he was so wide eyed that to me he was telling me something... Im here mom:)

also if you are interested in hearing the story they did on the radiothon last year then click on the link... Jordans story is half way through!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3ZZDQLEIzy8

lovemy2 replied: Such a true angel

lisar replied: He is an angel. A beautiful one at that.

kit_kats_mom replied: he is beautiful Shelly.

I also wanted to post a warning to others. If you listen to the radio part, go ahead and wash all your makeup off first. I listened to it last year and cried like a baby. It's really well done and it stuck with me, just really sad. The dj even broke down.

A&A'smommy replied: Thank for sharing that Shelly I'm so SO sorry you went through that!!

kit_kats_mom replied: Good Lord. I'm such a dummy. I really should take my own advice. I listened to the radio clip again and again, I'm in tears...again. I'm so sorry Shelly.

mummy2girls replied:
Its hard yes. He will always be my angel boy!

CantWait replied: Oh gosh Shelley. Thank you for sharing that. I don't think I've ever actually heard the radio story before. I can't believe how much the dj broke down.

HuskerMom replied: He is adorable

Kirstenmumof3 replied: He's a beautiful baby Shelley! And you are a very strong women! Thank You for sharing this picture!

MoonMama replied: Oh Shelley, Thank you for sharing that with us, I am over here in tears. You are a strong, brave women I am so sorry for your loss!

Danalana replied: I don't have the emotional capacity to listen to it at the moment....but he is so beautiful. Shoot, I'm crying, and I didn't even listen to it

mummy2girls replied: Thanks guys! Al your words mean alot to me. And this morning the radio played the email again about Jordan but put it to music. Im goign to try to download the song. Last year sean( the dj) gave me a copy of the song so ill just download it for you guys to hear if you want:)

After the song played sean said that he still hasnt been able to listen to it, and doesnt think he will be able to. Thats how much it affected him.

Maddie&EthansMom replied: I remember listening to that last year. I can't get over how that DJ breaks down. He has such a big heart.

mummy2girls replied:
yes he did break down pretty hard! One reason is because his older daughters name is Jordan and he couldnt get her out of his mind while reading the email! I met him last year and plan to go say hi again this year! so tomorrow after work im going... i want to be there for teh final tally. I wanted to share my story but because of work it wont happen. maby i will tomorrow before the telethon is done at 7pm... we will see!

ZandersMama replied: I'm So sorry Shelly. I never knew all of your story, and never wanted to ask. your little boy is so amazing, and so beautiful. My heart breaks for you, your story has touched me so deep.

mummy2girls replied:
Thanks He is and was a very amazing man and strong for sure to endure all he did!