He 2 - Missing you all over again

WaitingForBaby wrote: I'm missing my angel all over again, Im New I lost ashton to sids on jan 1 2005, he was 6 months old. Today was his 2nd bday and we had over 17 peple i was so suprise with the turn out, Im very happy, ut its hard cause people just ignore me or ban me cause i talk about my angel

mummy2girls replied: (((HUGS))) i am so sorry on your loss!

yes it is hard to be around people that shut you off when you talk about your child you lost. For alot of people they may be more scared than anything to bring up your child because theya re afraid they will hurt you and bring up bad memories..BUT not talkign about them hurts more because to us it feels like they dont car anymore.. Dont stop talkign about him because he is your baby and he is goign to be a big part of your life! have you tried maby planting a plant in his honor or something?

If you need to talk pm or email me anytime!

Liz_Kaitlyns_Mama replied: I am so sorry about Ashton.

I am here for you if you ever want to talk...I, too, lost my son is Nov. of '03 and I'm always here to talk to!!

Jackie012007 replied: I'm sorry sorry about your little angel Ashton... feel free to talk about him all you want on here, we will listen and help you as best we can!

Halo42101 replied: I am so sorry for your loss.

lisar replied: I am so sorry about your loss.

WaitingForBaby replied: thank you so much girls. Some places dont accept me talking to him and bam i cant go anymore, it hurts alot, hes my everything

BAC'sMom replied: we are here for you

Hillbilly Housewife replied: Melissa, your myspace profile says you're 14 years old.

How old are you?

WaitingForBaby replied: i answer your pm, you could of pm this information. Like i explain, myspace is pravite, cause its based on ashton. and I want sicko's to stay away. its safey for my family they why i changed it to 14

Hillbilly Housewife replied: I understand that you want sickos to stay away... but wouldn't more sickos be attracted to your site since you put 14? I would think you get more unwanted attention from perverts and pedophiles...

ashtonsmama replied:
I never felt the need to do so when I had my myspace, but I had numerous adult friends that did the same thing, I think it's smart. Because when you do that, you get to really select who views your page, etc. And you can only set it to private if you put that you're 14 or under, which is lame, but true.

WaitingForBaby replied: you cant approve anyone unless you know them, we only accept our family and friends, due to its our family for myspace, not open to the whole world, its safety and no it doesnt attract older people, its the safey, some people undestand and SOME JUST DONT

ashtonsmama replied:
I think I'd probably do the same these days.

mamasbigbaby replied: I'm sorry for your loss, I am 7wks preg, and go for an appointment tomarrow and hope its not a m/c.I am very sorry. Prayers for you!

WaitingForBaby replied: aww thank you for your support

A&A'smommy replied: I'm SO sorry darling I can't amagine what that must be like for you!!!