can my life get anymore stressful!?!

A&A'smommy wrote: I know I shouldn't say that because as soon as I post this things are going to get worse..... okay first I have some "good" news my friends that I'm suppose to be her matron of honor well she is getting married at christmas instead of in feb. BUT in feb. her and her new husband will be moving to Texas so therefore I'm loosing my only friend. Next thing dh order some crimpers (not sure on the spelling) for his job a while back and there was a big mix up and now he is being charged for their mistake (over a hundred dollars kinda crap as christmas time) and now for the big thing. Jeremiah applied for AIU next semester, they excepted him but now they have cancelled his application and he can't go back to UWA (university of west Alabama) because his gpa sucks (he didn't get much work done this semester ) and he was REALLY counting on AIU. And on top of that our relationship has been put on hold (which makes me sick to even look at him sometimes) ever since we got kicked out of his parents house...... I'm SO tired of life it isn't even funny.... not that I want to end or anything I'm just tired of bad things I just want to be happy and to have a happy family. I want a nice, cozy appartment, I want to be able to go out once a month and have fun, I want friends, and I want my mil to disapear but i guess I don't get what i want and because of that I'm making everyone else miserable! I guess maybe if I stop acting like a brat maybe things will get better..... All this is my fault I should have told dh that I just wanted to stay in the apartment if I would have done that at least we would have been on good terms with his mother.... Sorry for whining again. have I metioned that all i want to do anymore is cry!! Alyssa woke up at 4am yesterday after I changed her and got her back to sleep I cried myself back to sleep. I woke up and tried to be as positive as possible but now it just seems impossible. My only sunshine really is my little girl I don't know where I would be without her don't get me wrong I love Jeremiah but he and I to me just seem so distant I feel like I can't reach him ALL the time even when i kiss him or if he hugs me its just so weird! Anyway sorry I thought I was done, guess not

loveydad replied: Jessica I'm so sorry. You are such a great person, taking good care of your beautiful daughter. I'm sorry things are rough for you. I hope you get a nice apartment soon and can start living life more comfortably again

momof2girls replied: I am really sorry that things are not going good for you right now, but hon yes things could be way more stressful, TRY to think of the good things like you have your health, your baby girl is beautiful and healthy.
I think we all go thru rough times for some reason, to learn something, to get stronger and at the time it really sucks!
I hope it passes soon!

hugs!
Shannon

Mommy2BAK replied: Awe, I feel so badly for you. I wish there was some way I could help you! I am sure things will get better for you soon!

A&A'smommy replied: okay now that I got that out....

I called Jeremiah this morning and he got everything worked out (with the school it turned out to be a BIG mistake on there side), I think since that is out of the way I may be able to put myself out there, stop acting like a brat and be nice to him. I hope that things go up from here!

DansMom replied:

Gosh, when I was your age I couldn't have handled all that you handle. You've had some real difficulties to deal with, and it seems normal to me that you would feel weighed down by them at times. I've had that feeling of just wishing things could be easier and better in my home, and wishing that I could afford a more comfortable life. I hope things get better soon!

Alice replied: Jessica, I'm so sorry you're having such a tough time!!

You really need a "break in the action"-- a chance to step back and relax about all the things that will get better with time.

Throw yourself into the holidays. Make a date for the three of you to go around looking at all the Christmas lights. Find a Christmas show-- anything, even Polar Express if there's nothing live nearby-- and go see it. Wear Santa hats to the mall. Really thrown yourself into it, to get past all the misery that seems to be knocking you on the head right now.

You guys will get an apartment, school and finances will work out, you'll see. (Sorry, I can't make any MIL promises ) Just give yourself a break from worrying about them.

favre4fan replied: Sorry you are having a rough patch , things will get better soo!! i went through a lot of rough patches in my life and didn't think things would ever be good but there is always a light at the end of the tunnel!!

coasterqueen replied: Oh I'm so sorry hun. I know what you mean, I just feel like nothing can go my way lately and it's making me feel so negative. I sure hope things get better for the both of us really soon. Just remember, try to keep the lines of communication open with Jeremiah while things are going like this. He may be feeling the same way too, really. Support each other .

A&A'smommy replied: Thanks you guys!! Your kind words mean SO much to me REALLY they make me smile and help me get through the day(night lol)!!!

Maddie&EthansMom replied: I'm so sorry, Jess. I know how you feel, though. We have had some pretty rough times here lately and it makes you want to crawl in a hole and avoid life altogether for awhile. I'm sorry you aren't connecting with Jeremiah...that can make it worse with no one to lean on or talk to about these things. You guys need to lean on each other. I know you won't feel complete until ya'll do start leaning on each other. Try talking to him some more. Always make it a point to share your feelings with him. It always gets better, hun. This will pass. I promise.

Josie83 replied: O no . . . I really hope things start looking up for you soon, you deserve it xx